Ignore this

Haaaa never thought it would hurt like this. How could you have the power to gave me so much happiness and turn it all to a massive pain? Start to wonder if my choice were right.. It may be hopeless for a story with no ending, but trust me it is more hopeless to struggling yourself from this kind of emptiness. Oh god, please let this feeling dies. Please tell me what's sadder, publicly happy and talk to anyone but deep inside is totally sick.. or the opposite one? Kinda unfair that I have to keep my promise while you can happily moving on. But soon, I will recover. Let go.. Let go.. Let go.. All is well. :)