HELP ME!

Firstly, I'm fuck up over everything. I want to move to another place in this very moment, if only I could. Does anyone have any suggestion where should I go for my college/univ? My dad asks me to stay in Surabaya and maybe I will enroll to Ciputra University. But I'm in doubt, where should I go? T.T Btw I'm going to take tourism in that university. But now I'm thinking should I go to somewhere else instead? Please I need some help.....